"You look so unhappy."
“Well are you happy? Here?”
“Maybe I’m not perfect at it. I don’t really know what I’m doing. But I wanna be here.”
An intellectual? Yes. And never deny it. An intellectual is someone whose mind watches itself. I like this, because I am happy to be both halves, the watcher and the watched. ‘Can they be brought together?’ This is a practical question. We must get down to it. ‘I despise intelligence’ really means: ‘I cannot bear my doubts.’
Albert Camus (via hoodablah)
"I cannot bear my doubts."